So I'm trying hard to keep up stuff, in here and in my daily life. Cause life's a chore, you have it all fixed up but someone gets it dirty and you have to keep cleaning it again and it never stops. So I chart it all out and try to have time for that one project . Even sleep. It hurts to want to do stuff even if people put all the responsibilities on you and just puts holds or unexpectedly get sick you just want to rest and sleep it all off and not turn on the zoom cameras so you can just continue with whatever you want. Even though I had finished a small project for them, it was fun but it was full for me. But keeps me motivated to try more.