Things had gotten me down, and made me worry about stuff alot. But now I'm getting it together and get back to drawing and other stuff. Also probably getting the comic together I'm not letting some stupid puritans future ruin me and uploading art .

I try and try but I feel like I'm starting to have lack of motivation. Even planning it in a planner didn't even get me motivated.

So I haven't put up much of my art lately because I've been going through the changes and that my plans didn't expect would happen. Especially getting the flem flu twice. But I'm now getting things together since it's June. So 6 month to do something.

Well happy spring everyone and probably Easter. I know I said I'm making the comic, and I will just need to clean up my space cause I'm a unorganized trash hoarding person. Clear space for creative minds, or at least that's how you put it. So I'm in a spring cleaning process.

My comic will take longer probably till 2024. Till then I'm just getting my sad life together.. so I'm taking a break.

They said the bill has not been passed yet, but everyone still recommends to still keep on calling them to not have the KOSA bill happen. And this will go on till September. I'm did managed to call and I think everyone should do the same to save their platform, channels, accounts and everyone's privacy in the internet. So there's still hope. And yes it's difficult to make the call but if I can do it I'm sure we all can do it.

I'm not a political person, but this Kids Online Safety Act bill will censor all sites the government deems inappropriate. AO3 being attacked was a wake up call to all people. We need to tell the senators and Congress that we don't approve of the bill. But please be more mature about it cause leaving rude comments to them won't help. Find people who are against the KOSA bill and sign and call them in a mature tone that we don't need them to invade our online privacy. Everyone we have to save our free expression and fan art!!

So I'm trying hard to keep up stuff, in here and in my daily life. Cause life's a chore, you have it all fixed up but someone gets it dirty and you have to keep cleaning it again and it never stops. So I chart it all out and try to have time for that one project . Even sleep. It hurts to want to do stuff even if people put all the responsibilities on you and just puts holds or unexpectedly get sick you just want to rest and sleep it all off and not turn on the zoom cameras so you can just continue with whatever you want. Even though I had finished a small project for them, it was fun but it was full for me. But keeps me motivated to try more.

I keep saying I'd work on them later and since it's the fourth month of 2022, so I'm going to keep working on my craft and not wait till December.

It's already the third Month and I have a hard time to do my script because I'm trying hard to make a small side hustle selling hair clips for holiday themes (and no I don't have Etsy or something, cause I have no idea how to make one), babysitting and doing small chores and trying to do my project for a presentation.

I piled everything on myself, and it's tiring.